"kanda..."

I don't like Kanda more of friend!! I just... i'm happy every meet Kanda, every meet Kanda... I so want to close to Kanda like 'cs 4 R' who close to Kanda, but Kanda knows my best friend, not me... MJ.
Every Kanda calls me 'Dinda', I'm happy... not this mean is there's more feel, just.. I feel there's a way to me to clse to Kanda... not this mean is I hope more... just... this is the first to me meet a boy like
Kanda.
Kanda is easy to talk. Kanda is funny. Kanda is good, although looks rather porn in your words... and I like nickname 'Dinda'... Kanda greets me every we meet and Kanda greets me with calls me 'Dinda'... I like every Kanda calls me 'Dinda'.
I like every meet Kanda. Usually if like this, I will 'like' in more feel, but when I meet Kanda in first and Kanda calls me 'Dinda', I immediately want to be your friend like 'cs 4 R' ....
For now... I think, Kanda is different people....
Sometimes, I thinks that I don't deserve to close to Kanda, because I'm nerd and I don't know where's that, because I'm 'cupu', because I'm 'kuper', don't understand any style and I'm so different from MJ who opposite of me. MJ who classmates known as a girl who multitalent, knows many things, have good English, have different words, that all made me feel I don't deserve if I must know and be your friend, and I think that Kanda is better be a friend of my best friend, not with me....
I hope that Kanda doesn't think that I'm sassy girl who want to 'PDKT' to Kanda, not! I just want to know about Kanda and want to be your friend, just friend, although I often say to MJ if Kanda want to be 'more', maybe I want... but honestly I just want to be your friend... but once again I say that I'm not deserve, so that better isn't to... I just see Kanda from far away....
Kanda....