someone

there is someone made me spirit. i study bacause of him. i go to school because of him. but God still my first desine. i join to the olympiad or contest, that's because of him too. i try to not sleep in the class, that's because of him too. oh, my God. is this love? maybe! if i see his smile, i will silent and look him deeper. i never feel it before. sometimes, after get up of my sleep, i remember him.
do you know Sherina's song with the title is "cinta pertama dan terakhir"?. i like that song! if Sherina sing at the lyric
"lalu senyummu" i think i love him but i know he never loves me, he likes another girl!! but i don't care. i believe that he wanna support me to always study like what i want that i want study like him, but he supports me by secretly. i believe that!!
so, God... do you descend a love to me?? and i will sing song of 'd' cinnamons':
"i can't eat, even i want to..
"i can't sleep, what's wrong with me?
"i can't think, (maybe you're in love)
"yes maybe i'm in love,
"mayday mayday i need some help
"it's feels burning inside of my head
"don't look at me don't stare at me
"and don't laugh
"please stop me cause i think i'm in love.....